Monday 28 April 2014

Find

Come find me, 
come find me again,
hidden under the veil
lying under mud and thorns
under the feet of walkers
under the dirtied ground
of scum and drugs.

Come find me,
I've been waiting for long
with the world passing behind me
slowly spinning,
dizzy with anticipation.

Friday 25 April 2014

Letters to Myself

You know,
I've written the letters to myself,
incoherent, messy, torn.
They chart a story
that winds around my wrist
and writes out missing pieces
in my heart, in my mind
in the very body which contains
no soul. It writes out pain,
anguish and loss.

But you'll never see this.
You'll never read
my letters to myself.
Because they are broken
and incoherent and messy
and torn.
And you wouldn't understand.
You wouldn't, you wouldn't
see the words the way I do.
You wouldn't get my story.
You wouldn't see it my way.

Tuesday 22 April 2014

Who am I?

I forgotten what it's like to be truly alone
where the only problems are the ones in your head.

Saturday 12 April 2014

An Introducion

Forgive me for not properly introducing myself. It didn't occur to me that I needed to but clearly it was a bit rude. I apologise.

Hi. I am anyone. I am every person who passes you by, every person you have only briefly met, every person you didn't even notice. I am every person because I carry a story and that story carries a narrative - be it prose or poem or a grainy photograph. I am every person who carries an unlikely story.

So look around and wave because I'm standing right there, waiting to meet you. I hope to see you soon and when we do meet, you might realise that I am you.

How One Shall Go

Talking under the covers
we talked about where we'd go
and how we'd go. Standing on edges
of platforms on London's Underground,
walking ignorantly into Oxford Street
(not looking both ways);
we talk about what we'll leave
and never get back;
we talk about families and friends
and who we will hurt the most.
We talk about us
and how we think we will go.

Thursday 3 April 2014

I trust you

I trust you to tell me a lie.
I trust you to do so because
I know you will.

I trust you to hide from me.
I trust you to do so because
you know you are wrong.

I trust to run and hide
and to be always afraid.
I trust you to disappear forever
when I find out you've lied.