Eternity

I want to question 'eternity'. What is it? Why did we give it meaning? Why do we say it?

It's such an unrealistic view of life. Nothing lasts for an eternity - everything dies in the hands of time. Feelings ebb away and events fade into the depths of memory.

You can't salvage time. It's one of those things which only holds its existence at that instance before becoming nothing but the past.

It's all in the past now - all part of the fucking untruths and we are left with counterfactual thinking:

What if...what if....what if....?

It's all too fucking complicated. And regrets seem to last too long even when you have a metaphysical eternity. But then again, it might just all ebb away together with the feelings...unless you don't let it go.

The sun is now setting - and the day fades away. Go away day...go away...the thought of eternity is too painful.