I fear the words will dwindle over time - I've seen it many times before when contact shrinks, shrivels and dries up.
I like the facade I put on. It makes me think I can laugh and smile and what more, it makes you think I can laugh and smile when actually I can't.
I want to be less detached and less aloof. I want to be caring and warm but I think I am scared to be - scared I will lose something that could have been.
I wish I could wish for more - or rather I wish I were brave enough to wish for more.
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