It's almost like a lie, the first few months. Sitting under the school ramps, out of view of roaming teachers, we let our heads float...
...but wait, before we got there, I knew this was all a lie. Affection, at the age of thirteen, would only last so long. If only I had the courage then to say so but I didn't and so I lived the lie quite reluctantly.
Three months on, it died and thank god it did. I walked through the school corridors past my friends who wondered where he was (not with me that's for sure). They whispered and formed rumours of a dramatic ending in our relationship which didn't occur.
More lies...more lies...and more to come, I think...
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